Here followeth of the Abbot Moses.
Moses, the abbot, said to a brother of his which demanded of
him a sermon, to whom he said: Sit still in thy cell and it shall teach thee
all things. There was an old man being sick which would go into Egypt because
he would not grieve his brethren. The abbot Moses said to him: Go not thither,
for if thou go out thou shalt fall into fornication, and he was angry, and
said: My body is dead, why sayest thou so? And when he was gone, it happed that
a maid served him for devotion, and kept him in his malady, and when he was
whole he defiled her, and gat on her a child. And when the child was born the
old man took the child in his arms, and came on a day of great feast into the
church of Sixtus to a great multitude of people, and when his brethren wept, he
said: Lo! see ye this child, this is the son of inobedience, therefore beware
ye, brethren, for I have done this in mine old age, I pray you pray ye for me.
And then he returned into his cell, and came again to his first estate. And in
like wise as another old man said to another: I am a dead man, and that other
said to him: Trust never to thyself till thy soul issue of thy body, for if
thou say that thou art dead, nevertheless thine enemy the fiend is not dead.
There was a brother which had sinned, and was sent by his brethren to the abbot
Moses. And he took a basketful of gravel and came to them, and they demanded
him what it was, and he said: These be my sins that run after me, and I see
them not, and I am this day come to deem the sins of a stranger. They, hearing
this, spared their brother. A like thing is read of the abbot tofore him, for
when the brethren spake of a brother that was culpable, he held him still and
spake not. And after took a sackful of gravel and bare it behind him the most
part, and a little tofore him, and they demanded him what it was, and he said:
The most part be my sins which I bear behind me, them I consider not, ne sorrow
for them. And this little that I have before me be the sins of my brethren,
which I consider all day and judge them, howbeit I should always bear mine own
sins tofore me, and think on them, and pray to God for them that he would
forgive me them. When the abbot Moses was made clerk, and the bishop had
ordained the oflice, he said to him: Now, thou art made all white, and Moses
said: Withinforth or withoutforth? Then the bishop would prove him, and said to
his clerks that when he should come to the altar they should wrongfully put him
from it, and follow him, and hear what he would say. And anon they put him
away, and said to him: Go out thou Ethiopian, and as he went out he said: They
have done well to the foul wretch for to defile and do despite to thee, for
sith thou art no man, what presumest thou to be among the men. This said he to
himself. Hæc in Vitis Patrum.
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