38. You imagine that I have
contrived yet another piece of falsehood, namely, that I have composed
a letter to you in my own name, pretending that it was written long
ago, in which I make myself appear kindly and courteous; but which you
never received. The truth can easily be ascertained. Many persons at
Rome have had copies of this letter for the last three years; but they
refused to send it to you knowing that you were throwing out
insinuations against my reputation, and making up stories of the most
shameful kind and unworthy of our Christian profession. I wrote in
ignorance of all this, as to a friend; but they would not transmit the
letter to an enemy, such as they knew you to be, thus sparing me the
effects of my mistakes and you the reproaches of your conscience. You
next bring arguments to shew that, if I had written such a letter, I
had no right to write another containing many reproaches against you.
But here is the error which pervades all that you say, and of which I
have a right to complain; whatever I say against the heretics you
imagine to be said against you. What! Am I refusing you bread because I
give the heretics a stone to crush their brains? But, in order to
justify your disbelief in my letter, you are obliged to make out that
of pope Anastasius rests upon a similar fraud. On this point I have
answered you before. If you really suspect that it is not his writing,
you have the means of convicting me of the forgery. But if it is his
writing, as his letters of the present year also written against you
prove, you will in vain use your false reasonings to prove my letter
false, since I can shew from his genuine letter that mine also is
genuine.