19. You allude to Vigilantius.
What dream this is that you have dreamed about him I do not know. Where
have I said that he was defiled by communion with heretics at
Alexandria? Tell me the book, produce the letter: but you will find
absolutely no such statement. Yet with your wonted carelessness of
statement or rather impudence of lying, which makes you imagine that
every one will believe what you say, you add: “When you quoted a
text of Scripture against him in so insulting a way that I do not dare
to repeat it with my own mouth.” You 529do not dare to repeat it
because you can make the charge seem worse by keeping silence; and,
because your accusation has no facts to rest upon, you simulate
modesty, so that the reader may imagine that you are acting from
consideration towards me, although your lies show that you do not
consider your own soul. What is this text of Scripture which is too
shameful to proceed out of that most shameless mouth of yours? What
shameful thing, indeed, can you mention in the sacred books? If you are
ashamed to speak, at any rate you can write it down, and then I shall
be convinced of wantonness by my own words. I might be silent on all
other points, and I should still prove by this single passage how
brazen is your effrontery. You know how little I fear your impeachment.
If you produce the evidence with which you threaten me, all the blame
which now rests on you will rest on me. I gave my reply to you when I
dealt with Vigilantius; for he brought the same charges against me
which you bring first in the guise of friendly eulogy, afterwards in
that of hostile accusation. I am aware who it was that stirred up his
ravings against me; I know your plots and vices; I am not ignorant of
his simplicity which is proclaimed by every one. Through his folly your
hatred against me found an outlet for its fury; and, if I wrote a
letter to suppress it, so that you should not be thought to be the only
one who possesses a literary cudgel, that does not justify you in
inventing shameful expressions which you can find in no part of my
writings whatever. You must accept and confess the fact that the same
document which answered his madness aroused also your
calumnies.