8. I confess, I
immediately set to work to reply to the insinuations directed against
me, and tried with all my might to prove that I was no heretic, and I
sent these books of my Apology to those whom your book had pained, so
that your poison might be followed by my antidote. In reply to this,
you sent me your former books, and now send me this last letter, full
of injurious language and accusations. My good friend, what do you
expect me to do? To keep silence? That would be to acknowledge myself
guilty. To speak? But you hold your sword over my head, and threaten me
with an indictment, no longer before the church but before the
law-courts. What have I done that deserves punishment? Wherein have I
injured you? Is it that I have shewn myself not to be a heretic? or
that I could not esteem myself worthy of your praises? or that I laid
bare in plain words the tricks and perjuries of the heretics? What is
all this to you who boast yourself a true man and a catholic, and who
shew more zeal in attacking me than in defending yourself? Must I be
thought to be attacking you because I defend myself? or is it
impossible that you should be orthodox unless you prove me to be a
heretic? What help can it give you to be connected with me? and what is
the meaning of your action? You are accused by one set of people and
you answer only by attacking another. You find an attack made on you by
one man, and you turn your back upon him and attack another who was for
leaving you alone.