15. This abandonment of friendship gives no claim to my
confidence; and open enmity brings with it the suspicion of falsehood.
Still I will be bold enough to go to meet him, and to ask what
heretical doctrine I have expressed, so that I may either, like him,
express my regret and swear that I never knew the bad doctrines of
Origen, and that his infidelity has now for the first time been made
known to me by the Pope Theophilus; or that I may at least prove that
my opinions were sound and that he, as his habit is, had not understood
them. It is impossible that in my Commentaries on the Ephesians which I
hear he makes the ground of his accusation, I should have spoken both
rightly and wrongly; that from the same fountain should have proceeded
both sweet water and bitter; and that whereas throughout the work I
condemned those who believe that souls have been created out of angels,
I should suddenly have forgotten myself and have defended the opinion
which I condemned before. He can hardly raise an objection to me on the
score of folly, since he has proclaimed me in his works as a man of the
highest culture and eloquence; otherwise such silly verbosity as he
imputes is the part, one would think, of a pettifogger and a babbler
rather than of an eloquent man. What is the point of his written
accusations I do not know, for it is only report of them, not the
writings, which has reached me; and, as the Apostle tells us it is a
foolish thing to beat the air. However, I must answer in the
uncertainty till the certainty reaches me: and I will begin by teaching
my rival in my old age a lesson which I learned in youth, that there
are many forms of speech, and that, according to the subject matter not
only the sentences but the words also of writings vary.