4. Nay more; for is it not so
that even for open wickednesses, not to punish but to perpetrate
them, men put up with many most grievous troubles? Do not authors
of secular letters tell of a certain right noble parricide of his
country, that hunger, thirst, cold, all these he was able to
endure, and his body was patient of lack of food and warmth and
sleep to a degree surpassing belief?26332633 Why speak of highway robbers, all
of whom while they lie in wait for travellers endure whole nights
without sleep, and that they may catch, as they pass by, men who
have no thought of harm, will, no matter how foul the weather,
plant in one spot their mind and body, which are full of thoughts
of harm? Nay it is said that some of them are wont to torture one
another by turns, to that degree that this practice and training
against pains is not a whit short of pains. For, not so much
perchance are they excruciated by the Judge, that through smart of
pain the truth may be got at, as they are by their own comrades,
that through patience of pain truth may not be betrayed. And yet in
all these the patience is rather to be wondered at than praised:
nay neither wondered at nor praised, seeing it is no patience; but
we must wonder at the hardness, deny the patience: for there is
nothing in this rightly to be praised, nothing usefully to be
imitated; and thou wilt rightly judge the mind to be all the more
worthy of greater punishment, the more it yields up to vices the
instruments of virtues. Patience is companion of wisdom, not
handmaid of concupiscence: patience is the friend of a good
conscience, not the foe of innocence.