42. Wherefore let this be the
first thought for the putting on of humility, that God’s virgin
think not that it is of herself that she is such, and not rather
that this best “gift cometh down from above from the Father of
Lights, with Whom is no change nor shadow of motion.”21722172 For thus
she will not think that little hath been forgiven her, so as for
her to love little, and, being ignorant of the righteousness of
God, and wishing to establish her own, not to be made subject to
the righteousness of God. In which fault was that Simon who was
surpassed by the woman, unto whom many sins were forgiven, because
she loved much. But she will have more cautious and true thoughts,
that we are so to account all sins as though forgiven, from which
God keeps us that we commit them not. Witnesses are those
expressions of pious prayers in holy Scriptures, whereby it is
shown, that those very things, which are commanded by God, are not
done save by His Gift and help, Who commands. For there is a
falsehood in the asking for them, if we could do them without the
help of His grace. What is there so generally and chiefly charged,
as obedience whereby the Commandments of God are kept? And yet we
find this wished for. “Thou,” saith he, “hast charged, that
Thy commandments be greatly kept.” Then it follows, “O that my
ways were directed to keep Thy righteousnesses: then shall I not be
confounded, whilst I look unto all Thy commandments.”21732173 That which
he had set down above that God had commanded, that he wished might
of himself be fulfilled. This is done assuredly, that there be not
sin; but, if there hath been sin, the command is that one repent;
lest by defense and excuse of sin he perish through pride, who hath
done it, whilst he is unwilling that what he hath done perish
through repentance. This also is asked of God, so that it may be
understood that it is not done, save by His grant from Whom it is
asked. “Set,” saith he, “O Lord, a watch to my mouth, and a
door of continence around my lips: let not my heart turn away unto
evil words, to make excuses in sins, with men that work
unrighteousness.”21742174 If, therefore, both obedience,
whereby we keep His commandments, and repentance whereby we excuse
not our sins, are wished for and asked, it is plain that, when it
is done, it is by His gift that it is possessed, by His help that
it is fulfilled, yet more openly is it said by reason of obedience,
“By the Lord the steps of a man are directed, and He shall will
His way:”21752175 and of
repentance the Apostle says, “if haply God may grant unto them
repentance.”21762176