49. And since you compare Christ
and the other deities as to the blessings of health bestowed, how many
thousands of infirm persons 427do you wish to be shown to you by us; how
many persons affected with wasting diseases, whom no appliances
whatever restored, although they went as suppliants through all the
temples, although they prostrated themselves before the gods, and swept
the very thresholds with their lips—though, as long as life
remained, they wearied with prayers, and importuned with most piteous
vows Æsculapius himself, the health-giver, as they call him?
Do we not know that some died of their ailments? that others grew old
by the torturing pain of their diseases? that others began to live a
more abandoned life after they had wasted their days33383338 and nights in incessant prayers,
and in expectation of mercy?33393339 Of what avail is it, then, to
point to one or another who may have been healed, when so many
thousands have been left unaided, and the shrines are full of all the
wretched and the unfortunate? Unless, perchance, you say that the
gods help the good, but that the miseries of the wicked are
overlooked. And yet Christ assisted the good and the bad alike;
nor was there any one rejected by Him, who in adversity sought help
against violence and the ills of fortune. For this is the mark of
a true god and of kingly power, to deny his bounty to none, and not to
consider who merits it or who does not; since natural infirmity and not
the choice of his desire, or of his sober judgment, makes a
sinner. To say, moreover, that aid is given by the gods to the
deserving when in distress, is to leave undecided and render doubtful
what you assert: so that both he who has been made whole may seem
to have been preserved by chance, and he who is not may appear to have
been unable to banish infirmity, not because of his demerit, but by
reason of a heaven-sent weakness.33403340