CHAPTER VII.
The answer showing how far we ought to preserve the recollection of previous actions.
PINUFIUS: Your question, as has been already said above, was not raised with regard to the character of penitence, but with
regard to its end, and the marks of satisfaction: to which, as I think, a fair and pertinent reply has been given. But what
you have said as to the remembrance of sins is sufficiently useful and needful to men who are still doing penance, that they
may with constant smiting of the breast say: "For I acknowledge my wickedness: and my sin is ever
before me;" and this too: "And I will think for my sin."10421042
While then we do penance, and are still grieved by the recollection of faulty actions, the shower of tears which is caused
by the confession of our faults is sure to quench the fire of our conscience. But when, while a man is still in this state
of humility of heart and contrition of spirit and continuing to labour and to weep, the remembrance of these things fades
away, and the thorns of conscience are by God's grace extracted from his inmost heart, then it is clear that he
has attained to the end of satisfaction and the reward of pardon, and that he is purged from the stain of the sins he
has committed. To which state of forgetfulness we can only attain by the obliteration of our former sins and likings, and
by perfect and complete purity of heart. And this most certainly will not be attained by any of those who from sloth or carelessness
have failed to purge out their faults, but only by one who by constantly continuing to groan and sigh sorrowfully has removed
every spot of his former stains, and by the goodness of his heart and his labour has proclaimed to the Lord: "I have acknowledged
my sin, and mine unrighteousness have I not hid;" and: "My tears have been my meat day and night;" so that in the end it may
be vouchsafed to him to hear these words: "Let thy voice cease from weeping, and thine eyes from tears: for there is a reward
for thy labour, saith the Lord;"10431043
and these words also may be uttered of him by the voice of the Lord: "I have blotted out as a cloud thine iniquities, and
as a mist thy sins:" and again: "I even I am He that blotteth out thine iniquities for mine own sake, and thine offences I
will no longer remember;"10441044
and so, when he is freed from the "cords of his sins," by which "everyone is bound,"10451045
he will with all thanksgiving sing to the Lord: "Thou hast broken my chains: I will offer to thee the sacrifice of praise."10461046