I HAVE long pondered this problem with such
mind as I have and all the light that God has lent me. Now, having set it forth
in logical order and cast it into literary form, I venture to submit it to your
judgment, for which I care as much as for the results of my own research. You
will readily understand what I feel whenever I try to write down what I think if
you consider the difficulty of the topic and the fact that I discuss it only
with the few—I may say with no one but yourself. It is indeed no desire for
fame or empty popular applause that prompts my pen; if there be any external
reward, we may not look for more warmth in the Verdict than the subject itself
arouses. For, a part from yourself, wherever I turn my eyes, they fall on either
the apathy of the dullard or the jealousy of the shrewd, and a man who casts his
thoughts before the common herd—I will not say to consider but to trample
under foot, would seem to bring discredit on the study of divinity. So I
purposely use brevity and wrap up the ideas I draw from the deep questionings of
philosophy in new and unaccustomed words which speak only to you and to myself,
that is, if you deign to look at them. The rest of the world I simply disregard:
they cannot understand, and therefore do not deserve to read. We should not of
course press our inquiry further than man's wit and reason are allowed to climb
the height of heavenly knowledge.66Cf. The discussion of human ratio and divine intellegetia
in Cons. v. pr. 4 and 5. In all the liberal arts some limit
is set beyond which reason may not reach. Medicine, for instance, does not
always bring health to the sick, though the doctor will not be to blame if he
has left nothing undone which he ought to do. So with the other arts. In the
present case the very difficulty of the quest claims a lenient judgment. You
must however examine whether the seeds sown in my mind by St. Augustine's
writings77e.g. Aug. De Trin. have borne fruit. And now let us begin our inquiry.
This book has been accessed more than 22740 times since June 1, 2005.